HISYAM

i think we just know each other well enough..
so he can be trust me 100%..
am i right?
hmm..
need takes time..
haha..
anyway never mind..
forget it..
anyway i went out with my GF haha..
dating mah..
i treat her restaurant..
you know where the place that me and my gf have gone to..
actually i brought her to bali thai..
haha..
the food was so yummy..
but after we ate and etc..
the bill come..
$215 hahahaha..
because we order too much until we brought back..
anyway now is the fun day haha..
after we ate..
we go bugis..
buying hip hop pant.. yah..
hahahahahahah..
anyway after buying hip hop pant ..
than go geylang..
buying some food..
keropok lekur..
my favourite..
hhaa..
after shopping shopping..
went to est coast take some peace yeah..
after that we go home..
sent her home yah..
i called my auntie driver to take us home..
yeah..
today it's so enjoyable man..
how i wish if i brought beloved brother like what i've dont to my gf..
hmm..
conform having fun like hell..
am i right??
haha..
okok..
it's almost midnight.. i better end here..
tomorrow i need to go cousin house for some engage..
haha..
i'm doing some decoration on item hahahah!!..
than after house ...
i'm good in decoration hahah..
make up.. i'm not good yet..
anyway erm..
till here than.. i need to revise my work..
after that sleep dream for me..
anyway love you darling..
thank you for eveything that you have done to me..
anyway love you brother yaha..
i mean ADAM!!!!!
hahaha...
take care bye..

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HISYAM.!

juSsT TakE EasY..
Kk..
I KnoW How YooU FeEL..
LeT PeOPle SAy YouU IRrItatInG.
AcTUAlly THeY aRe IRRiTatiNg..
NoT YOu.
OK.
TakE IT eaSy.

tIill HerE

ByE.

REGARD
ISKANDAR

yes i did fainted while were rushing for a class..
haiz..
anyway please dont tell anyone that i fainted..
hmm..
i dun have much protein i think..
i wanna to leave this world..
people wont worried about me anymore..
a specially someone who agree becoming brothers..!
hmm
so i decided to keep me strong and healthy yah..

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i were with this beloved person and i keep on waiting for him like almost half an hour seh..
than while he came to cafe 1 and meet me..
than i decided showing my moody face..
actually i too exhausted..
so from there we get out off cafe 1 and accompany him to lifeskill department to submit his assignment..
so yah..
after that we go tam mall..
to buy earring..
i was shocked that actually he save money and he used other money..
i totally shocked man..
anyway hmm..
he told me he were staying at 528..
in the end he stay where..
it's for you to find out, where does he stay..
why he keep on lying to me arh??
WHY!!!!????
does he trust me?
anyway thank a lot arh..
tell people that i'm irritating and etc..
haiz..
He's like playing a fool with my feeling..
hmm
anyway if he ask me for treating him..
i would like to say i saving for my birthday party
seriously..
I'm saving money..

now i short of money you know..
haiz..
i know arh i got a lot money what..
so big deal if i have a lot money..
haiz..
i don't mind treating people..
but what i hate is, why you keep on lying to me..!!!??
WHY???
I really don't understand man..
i really don't know what to do man..
hmm..
I have to gave everything to god..
let god settle it!!..
if he fall a sick, stomach pain or what..
don't find me yah..
i mean i would like to help..
but since you keep on lying to me haiz..
i had a person fooling me around seh.!!
I HATE I HATE I HATE!!!!!
NO wonder people talk about him..
haiz..
BAD THING!!!
 
i think i end here ...
take care bye..

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HISYAM..!!

Are you ok??
i heard from your special friends that you fainted?
is it true?
what wrong with you.??
I know, you did not eat right??
why?
don't make me worried about you can?
you are making me worst, thinking of you..
please grab some food..
i mean little bite or something..
can?
please hisyam.
if you not ate or what..
i make sure i feed you.
don't dare me ok..
i mean it!!.
or i tell the person that you love to most..!
you want ??
if you don't want me to tell the person that you love the most..
than better go and eat.!
i got his number ok.!!
ok than till here.
i need to go back home..
take a good care of yourself ok..
bye..

REGARD
ISKANDAR

Iskandar..
You dont know how I care him..
he's like treating me animal.
anyway i made opinion already..
i will tell you face to face okay..
now i a bit busy with my upcoming examination.
you take a good care of yourself..
I really miss you so much seh..
should I tell him that i like him as my friend?
or ahamm ahamm..
haha..
should I?
anyway nevermind..
I hate people who compulsive lier to me that all..
i donno whether the clerk will trust the person whenever the person compulsive?
hmm.. weird arh...
okay lah..
i keepp talking about him is making me killing him!!!
take care buaiz/..

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Anyway Hisyam..
Stop everything that you are seeking with..
let him have some taste with another guy!..
let him..
you have to be strong okay..
I understand you well enough..
I know you like him..
but he still MISS his EX that all..
I know that, he got his taste..
to choose his belove guy..
so i think you are not his taste..
you can't be help..
anyway stop showing you temper everyone..
it's make people hate you..
so do something else change your ability yah..
Anyway, try to be friend with him okay?
be normal..
i know that all his friend are like lying to you..
so yah..
Try to be happy okay, AT ALL TIME!
You told me that everyone looking down off you..
don't worry k..
what you have but they dont have ..
what they have but you already have..
you got my point is??
so yah..
till here dude..
love you always..

REGARD
ISKANDAR

OKAY FINE!! I've got feel that HE DON'T LIKE ME !!! DAMN IT MAN!!.
I know la I'm suitable to be yah..
haiz..
tak pe lah.. this is what he want!!..
okay..
Hopefully his best friend who does stay at jurong and yah..
will masok hospital lagi..
if he cry in of someone, which i mean a  girl..
i think if she like you know..
dont care about him..
and if he find me..
i will just pretend donno him!!..
i mean it okay..

tapi if i do to him like this, i were like very bad seh..
anyway okay lah..
i can see he soft hearted..
but One day i will prove to him that I'm hot, handsome and etc.
I mean it..
if he want me to be his B..
I might be accept his opinion or may not accept his opinion..
haiz..

anyway I donno weather he want to admit it that he like's me or not?
I try my best, to ask him weather wanna to be my big brother?.
and he said like wah,
same age and year..
but different month..
but whose cares..
as long you are older than me what..
hmm

okay lah till here than..
take a care of yourself yah..
bye..

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haiz.. I WANT HIM!!! I WANT HIM!!.. Does he know I lOVE HIM!! Does he?? How should I tell him that I love hIm! how? how? how? how???...

Should I tell him face to face?? SHOULD I!!!.. If I tell him that I love him.. Conform he got his Guy already.. or maybe he keep on miss his ex.. whose know..

haiz.. How I wish that I tell him straight away.. Yah I'm straight.. but Since I got a person who does care me I think that I should take the person to BE MY GUY.. yah.. haiz..

Does he know I like him?? does he know?anyway yah.. okay lah.. I really have no mood to add in.. seriously.. If he agree to be my guy than I think I will make him happy and etc..

that all than..

Take care! bye!..

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I fell sick mid-way through the day yesterday. I hate, in particular, head-thumping aches that render me almost useless for the rest of the responsibilities that has been laid out for me to do. It was so bad, I just zoned out & stoned while a particular student's parent was talking to me. All the energy that I could muster was channelled to the nodding of my head, to make it seem as though I was listening and comprehending what he was lamenting about. Sorry boss, I ain't Aunt Agony. Instead, I am in agony.So I cabbed home after that; something that, in normal circumstances, would spark an internal debate in me, but heck, the pain was so bad, I could just lie down on the roadside itself, while waiting for the ache to subside.Once I reached home, I popped 4 panadols at one go. I figured, before the pain kills me, I had better knocked myself out first, and hoped for the best for me to brave the next break of light. So, the 4 panadols did their job, & knocked me out for 13 hours straight. Any longer, I'd be pronounced, you guessed it, dead.

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hello there..

anyway i would like to say that, i really want him to be with me.. I really want him!! haiz.. anyway i have to trust him starting from now.. he's such a nice guy, lovely guy and etc.. anyway i really want him to be with me all the time.. I hope that you read my blog and understand what do I mean..anyway take care yah.. I got to go right now.. I exhausted now.. okay bye.! =)..

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